I am what's left of
and we've known each other all our lives and yet we're strangers
you hide from me one way
i hide from you in another way.
you see me as cold
i see you as a shadow
the only way to regain my sanity is to leave it all behind
see i miss you, you don't believe a word i say
there's just nothing to get you here with me that won't turn me into someone you'd hate.
such a lust in my body to see you.
i look for you in all strangers, wanting nothing more than that connection
what kind of connection am i talking about- your perception is that you're not yourself
and i am not myself either
we were trying to impress each other, that we were not ourselves
edit- 00:44 SAT APR-23-11
reading this, i believe i'm just forcing something out of the universe that isn't there- or has yet to come.
i need to work with what i have.
- in the end . . . .